Stand!

Stand up and stay awake. Get dressed and get ready to gut it out!

You know in the midst of life we can find ourselves in a battle you have not been able to foresee!

This happened to me the other night and I had to wake up and take a stand.

What I can say tho, that in the midst of hardships in life, in the midst of joys in life, in the meanwhile....Anytime ; You're not alone!

Because there is one who knows your name and loves you! Come what may!

LONDON!

woho despite todays sightseeing I can now say I'm a Londoner!

Sad!

I'm crunching down with tears welling up

It aches inside of my emptiness

I know it wont save me but still it hurts

I know I have to wait and I will...

And even nights of fooling around

will feed the hole and let it grow

I know you can't fill it but still I try

I know I have to wait but it hurts...

Anybody?!

Hahaha, don't think anybody's actually found their way here yet lol, or if they did prob didn't think it was kwl enough to read!

But well what can you do!?

Anyways I'm on a double today, which means I started at 10, worked till 3 and then (now) I've got a 2 hour break just to go back and spend the rest of the night in the pub again until close, around 12-12:30! so yeah......

Think I've got enough money for my rent this month tho, which means I don't have to take anything from my savings! sweeheet!!!

So also saw that some of the girls from school had recieved their results! Hmmm, mine haven't come yet!? wanna know you know! Not that I care too much....

Music Video Goodnights!

Time to sleep!

Yeah so you know I've been working quite a lot lately! But well to be quite honest I really needed to, since my last 2 rents I've been taking off my savings! So this is definitely progress!

And on Tuesday my best friend is coming over which is quite exiting!

Another exiting thing is one of my newest contacts over in London, or should I say Reading!? Well his name is Twan and is the CEO/Producer of Blak Magik, a small music label! And I got to sing all day yesterday. So I'm looking forward to more sessions in the studio! Well exited!

So just a taste of my instant songwriting over one of his tracks:

You're not the one

V1

Leave me on the floor

Don't pick me up

You've done enough just go now

Cos what became of me

You made it up

You're not the one I thought, no

Saying you're sorry

Saying you love me

Please just save it

Darling you're sweet but to tell the truth

I don't even care

Chorus

I'm gonna Rise

I'm gonna Stand

But you're not the one to save me

I am Stronger

So just walk out that door

V2

I'll send the letters back

Won't take the phone

So Baby don't call me

All those times my love

We just went on

But it's time to stop Now

Saying you're sorry

Saying you love me

Please just save it!

Baby we're through so just listen up

Can you hear me?

New song up on myspace!

LISTEN UP!

enjoy!